Ogre monster : https://imgur.com/a/NKD9GRG

I'm a man ,aka a specimen of the more superior gender , the creator of the world if you will

You guys seem very blackpilled unlike normie foids so I wanna know how over is it for me cause most foids just seem to virtue signal a lot from past experiences...I will be honest ..in dating apps , I get matches from curry females MOSTLY (mainly because I live around them) which doesn't help but makes me feel more suicidal ..it also doesn't help that I look very ogre ..there are days when I cry about not being the legendary 5.2 Indian janitor so many females are crazy about . so I uninstall the apps later , delete my account and swear to myself to be absolute celibate ..there are days when I have happy blissful dreams about dating a curry woman and then afterwards I go out on the street or near the ganges river to take a good shit ..and then bam !!that happy dream ends ...

So yeah , how bad is it for me ??and yes , I take pictures like an autist ...